It’s all a little fuzzy in my mind these days. It’s been 10 months, so I’m not surprised that the memories have started to fade. I think that’s how God intended it, honestly. Because if we could truly remember every detail, I’m not sure anyone would have more than one child. Am I right, Mommas?
I wrote Landon’s birth story right after I had him. Maybe two weeks after I had him. The experience was raw and fresh on my mind. The hormones and emotions were still running pretty high. I remember thinking I captured it exactly as it was. I wasn’t ready to post it though. So I tucked it away on my phone in my notes. Unfortunately, that note got attached to my work account somehow and when my company did an upgrade on their system, I lost all of the notes that I wrote on my phone in April and May. None of the others. I still have notes from 2013 up until now! I was a little devastated about the whole thing. I typed notes one handed while I was still in the hospital, trying to stay awake at 4AM holding my brand new baby, about every little thing I was experiencing. I wanted to remember it all. And then, everything I jotted down was gone….